2010/11/15

I learned much about my personality and constitution. I never thought about myself that I'm sensitive with the sounds. I realized that I don't like to eat food when I'm studying. 

I know that I'm kind of weird person. I feel so much different with other people. I think differently against others. Everyone could think that way, but it's true that I'm little bit different. I don't think in positive way. I think in negative way first, and start to make suspecting to the positive way. I think it is because of all the bad experiences I had. It is so true that person changes as the way he/she lives. People will think weirdly when I say "I prefer time spending alone". It's true that I like time spending alone that with others. People in my age, always want to be with their friends chatting, it doesn't mean I don't like chatting with friends, but it's true that I feel more comfortable alone. I want to study alone, but with some helps from others. I think I need times to think about myself more.

11/12/10 Writing

What I learned today.

  I know well about my interests. I just decided my future by one reason. However, today I learned that there are many reasons to choose career. I had to consider more about the reason to choose career. Money was not a big elements to me to choose career, but I realized that it's important considering means of living. Therefore, now on I will consider more about my future and myself and make the best decision. For myself and my future. :)

Thought Question Monday,Nov,8

How do you plan on choosing a career?
 I'm planing to have a career related to music. For that, I'm studying music, and preparing for going to music college. After I graduate college, I will be music producer or professor. I could do both of them at once. I don't really care about the money, but I know that it's hard to live without money. I will work hard to make my career to be fun. I believe I will earn money if I do my work hard.
Does your gender make a difference?
 A little bit? Famous composers are mostly males. Which means there aren't that many female composers. So it will be a challenge to me.
Who will help you choose a career?
 Myself and my parents.
Can the Bible offer any help?
 I don't really believe in Bible, but some phrases help me to stand up. Therefore, It offers helps!

"The Scream"

A man was walking though the bridge. He was wearing black colored shirts, and the black shoes. His looking was like about 30- 40 year old, and his hair was barely growing. He looked pale. His clothes reminded funeral. Lots of people were walking by the beautiful lake, but the man with the black clothes looked vacant. Suddenly, he screamed with cracked voice.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" People were startled because of a big noise. The man kneeled down on the ground.


I think that was when I saw him first time. It was long time ago. He was 20 years old, as me. He had a nice smile. He and I was quite close to each other. His name was Conner. Jones Conner.  I didn't know about him that much, but we were in the same college, and took same major. He was majoring photographing. I was so jealous. Every picture that he took was perfect, but mine was so sloppy. He had so many friends also. I was the one of them. He liked taking pictures of the nature. He was really advisable guy.


I received the e-mail that Conner is getting married. It was wedding invasion from him.  Because it had been 5 years that I stopped going school. I left of absence. So I didn't meet him for 5years. I was about to forget him. However, I decided to go to his wedding. 


His wife was pretty. Really pretty. I felt kind of jealous. He had the capacity, money,fame and the beautiful wife. I greeted him with a joy, and we said " I missed  you so much" to each other as a matter of course. Despite we didn't. There were lots of people celebrating for him and his wife. After wedding I walked home alone.


 I  received  a call from an unknown person. He said he is a party of the college that I've been going. He gave me a phone number of unknown person. It seemed suspicious. I pressed the buttons and the dial tone started to stab my ear drum. "Hello.." It was a man's voice. " Sorry, I got your number from a party of the college. Do you have any business?" 
" I need some help" He said with the voice voice. " I'm Jones Conner. I hope you will remember me. I asked to college to find my old friends." I got the meaning what he was saying. So I told him my name and phone number. And we made appointment to meet.


 He looked so pitiable. He was almost bald and lean, and his face was pale. We talked for few hours. I was surprised. He lost his wife and daughter   by a car accident 3 years ago. He ceased doing works and got a serious cancel. And because of the shock, he didn't communicated with the people. So he needed a person who can help him and being friend. And that was me. I gladly accepted that. He seemed pleased. 


I saw him dying last week. Before he die he talked to me "So unfair." I didn't say anything. I waited for his last moment. I thought in mind 'No, you are not. You had everything, but there is a one thing that you didn't have. The experience of failure. That's why it's being harder to you." Finally, Jones closed his eyes.

Describing a "Good" writing

Even writing a short paragragh of writing, there are lots of rules to follow. For a "good" writing, we have to arrange the letters and contents in order. We have to make sure that the grammar, capitalization,spelling and the substances are fitting with the topic. However in my opinion, for write a "good" writing, the most important thing is getting attention from the audiences. And make them sympathize to the writing. Also we have to check the writing after we write. Making sure that mistakes are not exist. When we read a example of good writings, we can notice that the writing moves our mind. It's because of good example and sympathizing sentences.